Version 1.0 :: B'cos u Live

2008-05-07T15:59:00.000-07:00

Today, there wasn't any school because I'm not taking any Home Econs examination.
Anyway, that's not the point because I still have to study for Physics and think about Art.
Because, right until now, I have zero clues, zero ideas and zero inspiration.
"Floating" is the topic. I liked that word but there's nothing in my mind which can make me get startled off to do some research.

Well, I started off the day quite well.
I went out and studied by myself. The studying did go well but because of loneliness and boredom, my mind started to wonder again.
That is BAD SHIZT, I tell you. I went to recall every single thing from the past, specificaly, last year.

I bet no one actually realise this.
Late year, the month of May, was actually the start, the begining of our talks, our laughters in MSN.
But soon, we're moving close the June, June30; the carnival.
I remembered vaugely about the whole day, how I was so eager and yet embarrassed in that situation.
The face, the hand, Our hearts.

Mygawd, I'm seriously in deep emotional status right now.
I'm doing myself a favour this time by not posting about everything.

Let's move on, shall we?

----

Gossip Girl
I watched it all over again ; including the last episode.
It's just fucking awesome, the whole sexy cast and not forgetting my hawt Nate and Chuck.
They're the most sexiest boys alive in this world.

Then, I went to read some spoilers of it.
Hahaha, it was truly a fun tip :) Despite the fact that it'll spoil your anxiety.
But, at least now I'm not so excited because somewhat get the idea of the whole situation :)

Georgina kind of let Serena's secret out and in fact, it wasn't a sex tape, S killed someone and told Blair.
B looked for Nate and Chuck and told the about what happened to S.
In fact, S didn't leave school for nothing, it was because of the whole act, that was why she left without letting B know.
B, N and C came together, put their differences aside and try to help S as she went back to her old habits.
Dan, however felt so off because S hasn't been talking to him and she doesn't know how to tell him so D assumes that S slept with some other guy.
and... S did.
D and S? gone.
B went to look for G and they are going to have some fight about this situation until what's worst is that B went to do a research for G's future school because G is somewhat sick or whatever la.
And, that's all for season1.
Gossip Girl is left with 2 more episodes and season 2 will be on it's way.

American Idol.
I know tomorrow there is Physics, but my Daviddddddd Cooooooooook and the little D.
:)
My tuition will finish at 10 so after that, I'll watch. :DD

I'll just start worrying about my Art tomorrow;

2008-05-06T18:30:00.000-07:00

PERFECT.

I GOT TO WATCH THE LATEST EPISODE.

SERENA KILLED SOMEONE????????????????????????

WHAT THE FUCK MUCH?

MORE SUSPENSE IT IS.

doesn't it seem more exciting?

till next week for Gossip Girl!

2008-05-02T14:05:00.000-07:00

You'll take the last breath of me ;

Had a beautiful awakening with the absence of my parents at home. [:
anyway, I had a very nice breakfast by myself today, although it was lonely,

hah, I'm used to it already.

So, I went to surf the net for ~~many hours~~ awhile. Needless to say, it was all about GG.

It' so addictive. I can't wait for next Monday (although it's the start of the whole routine of exams) but GG starts again in America.

That means, after that, I can search up on the episode.

Ohman, I'm so excited :)

Yup, I did surf the net and came out with quite stunning pictures for some of us to go GA-GA.

But hey, I'm not gonna share all, just one of my favourites.

<33

(Doesn't he just look, hot?)

Enough of BOYS-HUNTING.

So, I'm going off to meet my friend for awhile then head to study with Phua and Lau.
My day was kind of planned already, I wanted to go Dome and study by myself so that there won't be any distractions but myself.
But, I don't know why, I decided to follow them.

(OH!?) Maybe it's because I have no clue about History.
Yes, that probably is one of the best reasons you can find, and the correct one too! :]

Speaking of History Exam, I myself haven't been doing well lately.
I don't know what's wrong with me, or maybe the paper was too difficult and I was unable to comprehen almost every single thing.

Take Chinese for example (the first horrible paper), I had no clue on what the passages were talking about and the questions just made it worst.
Laoshi said everyone did badly for the prelims, and a lot of people fail. So, there is a 100% chance that I'm one of the failures.

English.
I'm not really sure that my Paper1 wil score but my Paper2!?
OMGGGGG, I did made ~~many~~ a few mistakes and some questions, I just don't get it.

Social Studies.
Need I say that the whole paper was just full of nonsense. Just when ~~most~~ ALL of us thought that this portion wasn't gonna be tested on because Fausta didn't really went through it with us, it DID.
It came out in SectionB, and they're worth 25 marks. It's about Transnational Terriosm.
Like hello, My source base answers were mush longer than my Transnational ones, and Source Base was about 5~7marks.
Yeah, Pray the Lord.

Biology.
It was OHHH-KAYYY.
But I thought there were some questions which were quite tricky.
Let's just wait and pray that my Physics which is coming very soon will pull it up.

MATH.
Doesn't the word just scare you already?
The paper was HORRIBLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I'm serious. After they collected the paper away from me, I was tearing, almost to WATERFALL.
There's no need to think about it because I know I can barely pass.
It's a straight F for me, really.
There were like 2 questions worth around close to 18marks which I lost.
How ~~perfect~~ is that?

Andyes, the weekend :)
I'm going to study for the rest of the subjects.
So, no more GG for this current weekend, and I shall resume it after that.

;make me handle the truth.

2008-05-01T14:50:00.000-07:00

Okay, so I admit my mistakes by wasting too much time on the computer today.

But I can't help it. I'm seriously love-sick here.

Not with a guy whom I picked up at Junction8 or whatever you people tend to think.

Hah.

Say hello,

to my NEW ATTRACTION.

He looks a little devil-ish here and fake and pale but but but he's hawwwwt.
Doesn't his playboyish look make you go NUTS and NUTS and NUTS?
With his accent, you can say bye to your virginity.

Hah, I don't mean to say that I'll lose it, but hey, think about it.

So, who is hotter? THIS OR THAT.

Another hottie in waiting :)
I think he's suepr HAWT with his ruffled hair and everything but the other one has the devil look which I love.
ohman, someone make up my mind.

They're both naturally talented

<33

2008-04-30T18:06:00.000-07:00

Okay, you know what.
Forget about exams and mids for one second, okay, maybe a day.
But seriously,
CHACE CRAWFORD IS THE SEXXXXXXXXXXXX. I mean, who can resist him?
He's fucking hawwwwttt.
and he's the number one on my list right now.

2008-04-29T18:48:00.000-07:00

I know this isn't the right time to say, but, I'm addicted to the computer.
Hah, gossip girl is so rockingggg, although I didn't read the last few series of the books, which reminds me I have to start going back to my Social Studies.
Gahh, I just realise Social Studie is quite fun except when we're doing the tests and everything.
Ohwell, I don't want to be blogging so much.
(:

[edited]
: I can bear with you.
And I'm sorry that I can't be a mean person to use you.
You know I cannot do that.
We just gotta wait and see how time can change things.
I bet you will feel better sooner or later.
Please, let us not repeat the cycle again.
It's unbearable. :

2008-04-25T18:00:00.000-07:00

I really have nothing to say because my mind is so gaga over these two perfect pretty boys.
:)

2008-04-24T18:10:00.000-07:00

Am feeling like shit right now.
But here is something will make me go GAGA:)

2008-04-24T16:00:00.000-07:00

latest news in town.

JANE MIGHT FAIL ENGLISH,

just you wait.

2008-04-23T16:08:00.000-07:00

the latest news in town.

JANE IS GOING TO FAIL CHINESE.

save me from tomorrow's English, please.

2008-04-22T18:05:00.000-07:00

WHY DO I KEEP SEACRCHING FOR THINGS THAT I KNOW I'LL NEVER GET IT BACK?

I SWEAR,

IT SUCKS.

2008-04-21T17:50:00.000-07:00

(I won't be blogging for a long time or even not turning my computer on.)
(sorry jacob, I'll reply your email another time, I'm too busy and well, tired.)

Alright, let me share with everyone this story. It isn't just any story but it's something that I want it to be solve because my bestfriend is in need.
Here it goes.
-- (am not gonna disclosed her name because it's too confidential)
Last night, I spoke to her and she told me this and I really want to help her.
My bestfriend,S, is the same age as me and she's also the only child!(:
I remembered, during our primary school days, she is quite rich, well, not exactly rich but her family has enough money to cover everything they needed.
However, when she was in Sec2/3, her family business was getting bad to worst. (Her parents owned the business!)
But, they still tried to survive la, I don't know how but they did.
Anyway, at the end of last year, her family had been having a lot of difficulties making ends meet. She has a lot of tuition la, and her family has not enough money to pay for it.
Then you will say, ask her to stop tuition.
But she needs it, and her parents want her to do well and everything because she is in SEC4 this year.

She told me that this year, her family really had no money.
And once, her father had only 100dollars in his bank. (I'm serious.) Needless to say, that 100dollars is not enough to cover their whole expenses! Her mother is also very tight in her money and sometimes, S would just skip all her meals and not eat.
Plus, she has so many tuition that her parents need to pay for. There was once, when she needed to pay like 180 for her Chinese, her dad came to her and said that they didn't have enough money because all he left in his bank was 60DOLLARS.
FREAKING 60DOLLARS!
WHY? Because that month, her father didn't take any monthly salary because their business was bad and everything. She told me that at that moment of time, she wanted to just run out of the house and kill herself or something. (thankgod, she didn't)
Imagine, your mother is broke and your dad has like 60dollars, how can you survive? With all the tuitions she is having right now, she told me that she couldn't take it!
Not long, she called her mother and told her to pay for her tuition,160dollars.
Guess what her mother did?
She just said NO MONEY and slammed the phone down.
Can you feel how hurt she is right now? I really can't stand the sight of her like that.
Needless, I want to help her but I don't know what to do.
So, I'm appealing to everyone, to help my friend and help me.

2008-04-17T18:30:00.000-07:00

I have to say that yesterday's American Idol was fanfantastastictic! :)

I'm soooo in love with David Archuleta and David Cook! <333

I'm in love with the DavidS! :D Hahah, but I have a feeling that David Cook is gonna win, he's some super hot rocker la but my dear David Archuleta is like my prettyyyyyy boy.

AWWWWWW.

<3333

2008-04-16T18:45:00.000-07:00

Today, I'm really really really happy.
Partly because I didn't go to school yesterday and I ~~kinda~~ miss my friends.
School was ~~PERFECTLY~~ fine. We had HHF today! Did stupid runs around the school!
Then it was CME.
Hah, CME. There was nothing much la, we could do our own stuffs too. So, yeah, I sat down with SHanna and we did Chinese. Hahaha, yes, CHINESE!
(:
It isn't that bad la, except that I don't know how to read.
But I really really wanna do well for it cause I don't want to spend another year looking at foreign words again.
It kills my brain cells!

After that, was Chinese lesson! We had test.
Wasn't so bad, although SHanna was dreading it. Hahah, so funny. Tomorrow, we're gonna continue the test. Damn it!
Then, came BIO!
Mrs Yap didn't come! Hahah, so happy la. I listened to music and did my work.

Then, recess!
WHOA, damn awkward la, and I don't feel like blogging about it cause I'm so so hurt already .
:(

After that, the rest of the day was just plain slacking
UNTIL ASSEMBLY PERIOD.

98.7 FM INVADED OUR SCHOOL.

LALALALALA (:
It was uber fun la, they had bands playing and stuff and need I add that the

LEAD SINGER WAS

SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

RRRRRRRR

CUTE!

Hahahah, yeah, I'm so in love with him right now but he has a pretty girlfriend.
Damn it la. But yeah, we were practically just infront of him screaming with jacq and stella!
Hahaha, so fun!
He looked at me okay!? He smiled. Like omg la.
I nearly fainted.

SO HOTTTTT

<3333333

2008-04-15T18:55:00.000-07:00

Finally, my grade8 ballet exam is over.
Today, it was a breeze. No doubt, I did a few mistakes like starting with the wrong feet but I hope my style and the use of space is perfectly fine.
If I fail, I'm going to cry, I swear.
I don't know la, but somehow, this exam, I did put in a lot of effort not that the rest, I just slack and everything.
I just had the feel that I wanted to passssssssssssss! :)
Anyway, results are like back on June/July. It would be a long and painful wait.
But, it's hell worth it.

So, today, no school for me babe.
Super happy! :D
But yeah, I miss playing in class and I miss recess! :)
Hahaha.

This may be quite random.
But I feel like stopping time and take a nice tour around the world with someone.
I don't know.
But sometimes, this kind of feeling just comes by.
I just wanna like stop school, book a flight with someone and we'll just travel and travel. (Just pretend we have the $ )
Hahah, I want to go somewhere, more than paradise.

Just to lay there and reflect.
It would be sooooo comforting (:

Anyway, I should be heading back to English Compo. I've been doodling on it for like the past few minutes.

恋しちゃったんだ

たぶん　気づいてないでしょう?

星の夜　願い込めて　CHE.R.RY

指先で送るキミへのメッセージ

2008-04-14T17:18:00.000-07:00

I really hated the ride home from school today.

Stupid JACOB YAO.
You want your big fat name everywhere in my blog is it huh?
Hahaha, must be sway that we met each other right? What if I've never known you?
Life would be even better now! Hahaha, kidding!

So anyway,
TOMORROW! I am not going to schoooooooooooool :)

G8 BALLET EXAM. :/
I'm damn scared right now.
My head is really dizzy and my whole body is feeling damn weak la.
damn scared.
I think I'm going to die la. If I fail at least one dance, I fail the whole freaking exam.
Omggggggg! Someone save meeeeee!
I don't feel like blogging already la.

I just blog for the sake of writing JACOB's name :)
(I put :) faces, this time)

2008-04-11T19:15:00.000-07:00

So, finally, I can sit down comfortably with no distractions of msn, phone and everything around me.

It's just me and my thoughts...

ain't that soothing? :)

-----

These few days, my mood is pretty bad.
Its like, the thought of it just keeps coming back. Its not a very nice thought, it's a thought that I really want to forget.
Until now, I have no idea whether I'm right or wrong cause you made it seem like I'm in the wrong and by that, you grew hatred in me.
So, I guess I did something wrong to you which made you or mad and everything.
But really, whatever.
If you think my messages are dumb, stupid, a waste of time then why do you say that I'm neglecting you? I didn't even know that you were sick and everything, what makes you think that I WANT to pity you.
You want me to constantly talk to you as a friend? I can do that but you seemed like you treat me like shit. I'm sorry, but I really have to say that cause I'm really pissed right now.
I was just wondering if you were awake to talk and stuff but no, you treated it like a piece of leftover.
Seriously, what I want is just us to be normal friends and pretend that none of this had happened, which yeah, I know its gonna be hard for you.
You did tell me that it's really hard for you to forget and you'll do stupid things. But you know what, right now, I don't care how you're gonna hurt yourself or anything. Cause I'm done with it, I'm done with your nonsense, your rants, everything! I tried my best not to hurt your feelings but somehow, you just make me WANT to do it.
You're the one who is making me CRUEL. ~~not samson! haha!~~
I know what I've said ~~might/should~~ have hurt your feelings, I'm sorry but it's time for me to voice out my feelings towards this situation.
Like whatever la! I can't deal with this right now.

You're wayyyyyyyy over.

(I know you read my blog, so be it.)

-----

Moving on.
Today, school was horrible.
Hahaha, I don't know why but Fridays are so urghhhhh! :)
We were suppose to have 3hours of History today which I was dreading to go.

But for the A's sake (:

Hahah, but in the end, Mr Tan told us that we go and judge the Sec1's drama mama shit.
Hahah, all of us agreed cause we didn't want to do the SBQ on our tables.
Yeah, the drama was ~~boring~~ entertaining. Like seriously, I ~~think~~ KNOW I can act better than them la. (yeah, thats how bad, they were!) But, it was kinda cool that we're like judging this thing! Haha, so in the end we got the winners and all so we went back to class at like 4.30pm????
Class was suppose to finish at 6 but it ended so early! Yeah, I decided to be a good girl!
Listened to Charlotte, GO HOME :DDD

(I bet Jacob is waiting for this part! HAHAHA)
haahahah, yes Jacobbbbbb! ):I saw you.
Since you didn't like my hearts on your name, I'll put sad face!!!! ))):

Gah, I've never liked you, JACOB YAO.

You liked me!

Hahah, anyway, tonight's tuition is cancelled. (expected)
Besides, it's actually a good thing for me. Cause I really really really want to study. I have so many work and things to do.
Somehow, I'm becoming like SH when we were together.
He kept telling me how much he wanted to study and everything, I'm getting that determination from him.
hahaha, I don't know why suddenly I'm talking about him, but yeah.
He did taught me things I didn't know/ aware of.

Right, I think I'm kinda done with blogging.
It's studying time, babe!
<3

2008-04-10T22:20:00.000-07:00

Hahah, its kinda late already and I don't feel like blogging a long post.
Initially, I wanted to, but after all the nonsense stuffs I had just now, I got no mood already.
I'll blog about it some other time, just you wait.

Cause there are so many things I'm keeping inside.

2008-04-09T22:15:00.000-07:00

Everything I thought from the start was indeed true.

2008-04-08T23:10:00.000-07:00

why chase after the things

which you know that you can never get?

I thought it would turn out great and fine and everything la, but, it just seemed different.

Just being out with you for less than 24hours tells me a lot of things.

yeah, I know we've drifted and everything.

even the words you use to talk to me are so foreign. Maybe I'm being sensitive over you or something but your actions, the way you react, just seemed different to me.

Then, when we were walking, we talked about our ice cream outings and all and the past.

It's as if like it happened many years ago, cause I just can't remember them vaguely.

Right now, I'm speechless.

Whatever you wanna do, just do cause really, I feel like letting US go cause it has no point.

My secrets are also letting lose. You may think they're my buddies but I don't trust them and you just tell them about the whole present thing.

Do you know hurt I felt? I never told anyone about this.

I tried so hard but you're not, so why treasure this?

All I can say is that, I want you to do well in everything.

Remember, our future talk about our lives?

I doubt it will ever come true...

...by looking at how we are, right now.

---

There's nothing to blog about la. I feel so tired and sloppy, I really need a good night sleep.

Tomorrow got Poly again ):

Damn boring la.

Okay, I'm damn tired already.

Night night :D

She's perfect for you, isn't she?

whenever you say her name, my heart breaks.

2008-04-07T23:03:00.000-07:00

and now, you're leaving me behind,

without a single clue about your life.

So much for my feelings.

Woohoo.
Today, school was alright la.
I overslept cause drew was ~~supposed~~ to wake me up but he didn't.
But i still managed to reach school in time.

Lessons were alright today, except ~~ART~~, cause we were all talking about whether we should drop Art or not.
Zailee says we can't drop this year, only next year. ):
So, most of us are like not going to do anything for Art and just fail this year's Art and then do well for the rest of the papers so that we're able to drop Art.
Like seriously, Art is a freaking waste of time.
Yes, I did regret that I chose Art, cause I never thought that it would be like this hard.
But even if I didn't take Art, I wouldn't want myself to suffer in F&N either.
Gosh, all these are a waste of time la.
I can't wait to drop that subject man :D

So, after school ate lunch with a bunch of people.
Went to J8 with Phua! Hahaha, today was so funny la, we kept laughing and laughing and guess what?
I studied a lot today! (:
I feel like a good girl now. Wait, I always have been one. Hahaha.
Then, ate dinner with drew and went homeee!

Okay, I wanna go and watch teeveeee!

;;

2008-04-05T19:00:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE OF YOU,

I'VE BEEN A ~~BITCH~~.

2008-04-05T14:26:00.000-07:00

With mixed emotions

Gah.
yesterday, I was supposed to have dinner by myself. But, I didn't want to eat.
yucks, eating all alone, makes me even more depressed. Haha, so in the end, I just stayed at home and went to blog hop.

today, I went Phua at Bishan.
Dang, I didn't see Jacob today. Hahaha, what a ~~waste~~ la. Imgaine if he has competition every Saturday then we can keep talking! (:
anyway, today we left Bishan quite early and reached Singapore Poly quite early and we decided to copy the homework.

Samson! :)
You're making me become a cruel person? See la, now I copy homework already! You're a bad influence.
Hahaha, kidding okay?
:D

Hahaha, we didn't know how to do la, so yeah, we sat down for about 20mins to copy then went upstairs.
During the lesson, mygawd, it was superrrr boring and yeah felt like sleeping throughout.
Didn't really pay attention!
So yeah, we all went home then I met my parents for lunch and yeah, going for my Dance today.

Hahaha, I don't want to go esplanade with drew.
Its farrrr away and today, I have no mood to go out la, so whatever! (:

2008-04-04T18:51:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I just really want you to know.

But, I know the ending is going to be hurting.

Anyway, today school was yucks!
We had Accounts then P.E then Maths. Hahaha, P.E!
Mr.Chan let us practise the 5-items thing for PFT cause we had it today. Hahaha, it was so funny la!
Then, it was Maths! :)

I LOVEEEE MATHS !

Hahaha, Mrs Khoo didn't come la! yay, was super happy but she never fails to give us something to do. So, we all did the Vectors Worksheet any yeah, halfway through, I was kinda pissed with myself over some thing which I thought over.
(Anyway, that doesn't matter anymore!)

Soo, we had Physics then Chinese!
hahaha, physics was so funny la. I have no idea what that stupid teacher was talking about.
Cheryl and me kept playing and laughing! Hahah, I bet she's gonna change my sitting position soon.
After that, was Chinese.
We did a test which was like 1 and a half hour long, its 70 MARKS!
Like what the hell! Everyone didn't know how to do especially the open ended comprehension part!
Hahah, we just find the same and similar words then copy the whole para there.
We all couldn't be bothered la.
Yeah, I know I'm taking my Os this year but I just can't do la. The words all look so foreign, can die la but I don't know la.
Hahahah, I just wanna pass my Maths and the rest can already.

Then, after school, ate lunch then studied a little then PFT )):
Hahaha, the worst of everything.
At least I didn't fail anything and managed to pass everything la. Hahaha, but it was so funny!
Garh, 2.4km next week. I'm so gonna die la! ):
But yeah, running with PP, so yeah, not so bad, got same pace!
HAHAHA! :D

After PFT, went to Bishan with the group of them and ate some macs ice cream.
It was okay la, not fantastic but it was sinful.
Hahaha!
Okay, I wanna go and bathe then go for tuition then do my Bio.
Wait, I better do my Bio now!
Tomorrow, go Singapore Poly, AH! Sian):

2008-04-03T17:20:00.000-07:00

Maybe its best for us to remain like that.

With just me knowing and you, loving someone else.

So, yeah.
Tuesday! Was a real cry cry day for me! );
My Japanese friends left Singapore.
So, on Tuesday after school, there was suppose to be Tennis but I didn't feel like going cause Vicky wasn't going. It was about to rain already but I self-declared it canceled. HAHA.
So, I went to ToaPayoh Hub there, went to Popular and get some studying materials with Shanna and Cheryl.
Then, both of them left, I went to Bishan to get some stickers and I saw Shaun! :D
Hahaha, so I went to the library and saw Nissa, Vanny and Celine la, so yeah we talked and laughed and blahhhh for awhile then they left.

After that, a few of my other friends came and yeah, was studying ting xie, but it was of no use.

Then my mother called, told me to go to Clarke Quay and meet my Japanese friends for dinner and then Changi Airport.
Hahaha, I rushed home, bathed, and went out of the house.
Then I was in the MRT train and I decided to write a letter to him cause we always do that.
Because last time, 5years ago, when we saw each other, we didn't dare to talk cause we were shy and everything, besides, my language wasn't fantastic back then.
So, every single day, when we met up, we would give each other letters <333
But that was 5years ago, this time, we talked every single day, so I decided to give him a letter.

Yeah, so I was writing in the train. Everyone was starring cause I looked so rush and was like talking to myself. Anyway, that wasn't the point.
I reached Clarke Quay, we ate dinner, ahhhhh, so fun!
Took many many pictures! :))
Then finally, we went to Changi Airport, they checked in and all that nonsense.
We sat down for awhile to talk even more cause they were like leaving soon! ):

It felt like 5mins but like half an hour passed! They had to enter the Departure Hall already!
Damn it!
Hahaha, so before they went in, my mother started crying and his mother started crying too.
Like omg la! So fast.
Hahahaha, then I gave him the letter I wrote. And, guess what!!?!?!?!?!
He took out something, and it was actually a letter to me! :D
Hahahaa, guess the both of us thought about the same thing! (:
And yeah, thats the point, I started crying and everything. It was so sad la. And they also cried, espescially his sister :)

So, yeah, basically, me and my mother just cried and cried and frantically waving to them from the outside while they cry and cry too!
Hahahaa, and yeah.
I still can remember every single thing that happened that day and the times we had and the last sight of him! <3

I went home by taxi with mum and the letter he wrote to me was damn sad la.
He talked about what we did and everything, and he even remembered the time when we walked together at East Coast.
Hahaahha, it was so fun and I'm gonna miss them like hell! :D

Okay, enough of the sad part.
Today was full of nonsense, I swear.

The first few lessons was okay, very slack, felt like sleeping the whole time except the last three periods where we had ART.
Stupid Zaili don't let us go home until we finished board 3! Like what the hell? I'm still like at Board 2, and not even half of it la.
So, everyone was planning to escape and yeah, at some part, it was funny cause we decided to find a route to get out of the school before she sees us.
Hahaha, but I didn't care la, I just left my disgusting art work there and left.
Everyone started leaving and I think about 5 people were left.

I swear, I wanna drop art la.
Wasting my time only, then if I dropped I will only have 6subjects.
Cheryl said that we can take A.Maths. Like I don't know la, not say my Maths super fanstastic.
I don't know what to do now la. Damn stress! Stupid art make me go nuts!
GARH.

So, yeah, I'm back home and this time, I'm going for Danceeeeee :)
I have four more lessons to exam.

I'm giving up

2008-03-31T16:15:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna do whatever it takes

to make you smile like this again.

Seriously, everyone online is like talking about jealousy to me.
Like what did I do wrong, to have like about 5 people telling me they're jealous about this and that. Like I don't feel a sense of jealousy right now?
I feel it every minute and right now, I don't know who to believe.
Is the old you that horrible and so what if you have changed? I still can't have you cause your heart belongs to someone else's.

AH.
So yeah, I went to blog hop to random people. and everyone's post was about the same.
Hahaha, everyone was dreading to go to school cause its a Monday.
It's quite amusing la, but yeah, I wasn't dreading cause it was Sports Day today.
At least it is so much better than like studying and ART! Hahahah!
But I would be dreading right now. Cause I haven't finish my work and tomorrow there's school and training! Gah.

Yup.
Japanese Friends came and it was a blast.
No doubt, that he's still cute and he's still the same person ever since we met when we were young :3
Hahaha, we all took a few pictures and spend the whole of Sunday together.
It was really fun and entertaining. Cause I saw some parts of Singapore I never been before.
HAHAHA, but he was really sweet and nice.
I think I spoke to him more than my parents yesterday. We just kept talking and talking, about Japan, songs, mp3 and like everything, even the smallest things! :))

But I liked the part where we walked together near the beach and everything. Hahah, we were talking about rollar skating and cycling.
Hahaha, I told him I couldn't cycle but yeah, he wasn't surprised :/
And yeah, dinner was great and I seriously fell in love with him.

Tomorrow, we're gonna meet again. They're actually going home tomorrow.
Damn fast right, but seriously come to think of it, why do you need one full week to tour around Singapore? Hahaha.
I'm gonna spend a lot of time tomorrow with them and yeah,

I'm gonna cry, most probably.

2008-03-29T14:01:00.000-07:00

boy, it was so fun.

as if it just happened yesterday.

whee.
I just realised that I haven't been blogging since Tuesday. Gee, I was so busy like really busy la.
hahaha, Wednesday, I had Chinese and Math Tuition. Gaaa, it wasn't as bad as I expected.
I managed my Wednesday well (:
Wait, except for the part when I was cooking my dinner! HAHAHAA, needed to save money so cooked. I boiled water and then put the spagetti inside right? Then the top of the spagetti which wasn't submerged in the water suddenly caught fire, like literally caught fire and it was burn.
So I didn't know what to do but to just blowwww the fire away! Hahahaah.
And obviously, I re-cooked. Hahahaaha. Man, you should see how I handled the problems. I think I am damn clumsy la. Hahahaha!
I called Phua cause she took F&N but she didn't even help la. She and Drew were happily laughing. Hahaha! Ohyeah, we were conferencing :)

Thursday, Shanna and Cheryl came to my house and we called Macs and did Accounts.
Cheryl left quite early then left Shanna. Hahaha, she ate for like 45mins cause she just had her braces on and yeah, pain-ness. ):
But, we had fun la, she kept playing my DS, but she kept losing. Hahaha!
Then, I was suppose to go for Dance but I didn't have my shoes.
My mother didn't bring it back from her office last time, so I didn't go. And, I went to Drew's house after that.
Hahaha, I still like the automatic door in drew's house la, I don't mind pressing it for people to come in and out. Its so fun.
Omg, I'm so siao.
okay, yeah, then we went to AMK Hub to meet his two friends/three friends and yeah.
They ate at Macs again ( The horrible place ) and yeah stayed there for awhile. The guys ate only, I just heeeeee :)

Yeah, that night, after Macs, went to find Cheryl's specs and yeah, I wanted to go home cause I needed to be home.
So, all in all, that night, all I ate was like 2 breads! :D

Friday, I went to eat lunch with Phua. I wasn't suppose to eat cause I was suppose to be saving money but I didn't know why, I just ate with her cause we're like so lonely and everything. AH. She left early la and I was all like alone. It was so scary la! Hahaha, I don't like to be alone in J8!?! Hahaha, there's no doubt that there's really something wrong with me.

Moving on, we went to Orchard and yeah, she met her mum and I went to work around Wheelock ALONE.
ahhh, so depressing and lonely la. But whatever la.
I went to JAP class and we ate nice little Harrods Chocolates that one of our ex-classmates brought for us.

There goes the increase of fats in my body! )):

For dinner, I felt horrible again. Cause I went to spend money. Hahaa, it wasn't a proper dinner laa, I brough Cup Noodles cause its like 1.50 only right? I bought it from NTUC somemore cause 7-11 is so expensive. Like maybe 20cents more but still, sometimes 20cents is really important.
Although its not enough to save a person's life or buy a person's heart but still....right?

Hahaha, I'm becoming damn thrifty la.
So all in all, I spend almost 10bucks on Friday which really made me sad!

This morning, I woke up early. Suppose to meet Phua.
I went to the bus stop near my house and I saw Jacob<333 color="#9999ff">But yeah, we're friends unlike SH, I don't even know what to label ourselves.
So yeah, we parted and I met Phua (SHE WAS LATE AGAIN) and she bought me breakfast! :D
and yeah, took MRT to Dover and after experiment, went to J8 for lunch at Thai Express!

Cheryl, Shanna and Celine so called "treated" me cause of what ah?
"Birthday Lunch"! No la, cause I didn't want to spend money and Shanna didn't want to eat Fast-Food so yeah la, treat me (:
Hahahaah, but really, thanks guys! :)

Then I walked home by myself again la! >(

and yeah, later got dance class, hope my teacher doesnt scold me cause yeah, I've been slacking and my exam is like soon, 15/04.

Gah, I wanna go and bathe and choose my clothes for tonight.
Jap Boyfriend coming.
Like finally.
Its been too long!

But my heart is still for that new distraction.

2008-03-26T17:00:00.000-07:00

Just for today...
Gah, I'm so lazy to blog but I have nothing else to do besides studying.
Yesterday was a HAPPY HAPPY day, except during tuition. heh, it becamse so depressing, cause we were all talking about N and Os.
urgh, like damn stress la.

anyway, today was seriously damn slack, like really la.
HHF was okay la, happily running then CME was nothing, just decorate the class board :D
Then, was Chinese and Bio which was boring.
Chinese did two things only and its all MCQ.
Biology just watch some video about sexual reproduction. (interesting topic!)
Then English and SS.
Gosh, it was boring like anything, I feel so sloppy and everything.

I'm gonna hate tomorrow also.
See that stupid girl, urgh, she just spoils my mood.
Okay, have to go study already!

And, today

I'm proud

announce that

I have a

new

distraction

...make me smile.

2008-03-24T17:45:00.000-07:00

I always knew that it will never work.

But you'll never know how I felt towards you.

Wheeee.
Today I woke up exceptionally early to make my own breakfast (:
I'm super proud of myself and and I feel like a happy kid today :D well, only for the first few part of school ):
My pinafore wasn't that short and my belt was super high, my hair was neatly tied, my socks wasn't that low, I think.
Hahaha, but I was like a kid luh, I swear.
Gosh, deprived Childhood.

But like after the extra History lesson, my mood totally changed.
Maybe it was because that I was going to _________________________________ .
Yeah, that could be the only reason.
But I'm trying to make myself happy because my "future boyfriend" from Japan coming to Singapore.
Hahaha, yes, my "Future Boyfriend".
I can't wait but I'm just hoping things won't turn up badly when we meet! :X

I'm back home after Library "Studying".
:D
I hate to walk back home, seriously, but I wanted to, cause I had to wait for the bus for superrrr long.
heeeeeeeee.
and yeah the walk back home wasn't nice at all.

Going for tuition later.
Aiyohh, got Accounts test tomorrow, I'm soo shit la.
Better go study now.

2008-03-22T14:49:00.000-07:00

Today, I met Phua go all the way to Dover for some Bio thing at Singapore Poly.
It kinda finished early so Cheryl's parents came to pick all of us to Braddel MACS. Hahaha, the van was too small to fit 5 people, but we kinda managed.
So we ate breakfast and thank god I didn't see him la.
Hahaha, then yeah, went to J8 with Shanna and Phua to get Cheryl's belated birthday present.
Then followed Phua to library then yeah, went home to bathe and I'm going out soon.

I'm sorry if you don't know.

But I've been liking you ever since.

2008-03-21T23:17:00.000-07:00

holiday again, i'm ~~happy~~

gah, i don't feel like blogging la, i want to go and study.

there are just too many distractions that you're giving me.

expected, i can't be like this.

2008-03-19T18:35:00.000-07:00

IT'S YOUR FAULT THAT I'M IN THIS SITUATION NOW.

2008-03-17T17:11:00.000-07:00

Today is the first day of Term2 which sucked already la :/
Wasn't so welcoming.

So, first we had SS, which was super boring.
Oh! That was the start when Charlotte was being annoying. Just the first period, she was irritating the hell out of me although she was just 2 seats aways from me.

GARH.

Then we had Maths, which made my eyes wanna close. HAHAHA.
But, I passed my Test (: which kinda made me happy.

After that, was Physics and English.
Heeeeee. Super boring and sleepy. But not the part when Charlotte started babbling about the Tanglin Sec Boys. Like wtf?

Charlotte ~~likes~~ LOVES Tanglin people?

Okay, maybe I never see them.
But but, why must she be so crazy?

URGH.

The rest of the day was normal la. Art and Bio.
Waaaa, freaking boring.
But But But, Charlotte kept talking non-stop until the end of day. Talk and Talk like she think she damn ~~zhai~~ like that, think everyone is so damn enthu.

Like fuck off la!

ahaha, I don't know whats wrong with me la, but she was really getting on my nerves already!

After school, ate lunch with Cheryl and Shanna.
Then Shanna left, Cheryl left and I was stuck with PearlynPhua/Lau, Stella and Gaysi :)

Stayed there for a while then I went home :)

hah, I'm such a good girl today, yes?

Yeah, thats basically it, no tuition tonight cause my teacher's mother is sick and yeah, YAYYYYY! ((:

JANE SHALL BE STRONGGGGGGGG!!!!!!

わたしどうなのひとですか?

2008-03-15T19:39:00.000-07:00

いままで

あリがとう

2008-03-15T14:22:00.000-07:00

KOIZORA- SKY OF LOVE

OMG. I'm loving that movie a lot. Okay, it was seriously touching but when I read the book, it was worst, I needed to get a box of tissue paper. I cried like shit last night and am glad that I did.

Hahaha, but seriously, its a very nice and touching show, I'm so in love with it.

Thank god, I bought her Cd. If not, I would be craving for it right now.

Anyway, yeah, yesterday I had like 2tuitions, seriously I nearly died.

I went to Orchard for Jap. Had a new student today, She's 30 but she looks she's 18.

HAHAHAHAHA, she's damn funny also. But still, she's nice.

I'm really damn sian today.

Both of my parents are like goneeeeeeeee! HAAHAHA, I don't know what time they're coming home and I'm bored like ~~shit~~.

So yeah, I really don't have the mood too, have so much holiday homework to finish up on!

URGH.

Later, got dance class, stupid isabella not coming. Pianist coming too. Urgh.

So irritating!

Hahaha, I don't know whats wrong with me mannnn.

歩きつかれて座り込んで途方にくれて

叶わない夢 “運命”とかふたりなら言えた

改札口で 言えなかった 言いたかった

“ありがとう”って言葉は多分

“さよなら”よりも悲しい言葉に思うの

涙さえ落ちなかった.

2008-03-12T14:00:00.000-07:00

imiss fashionshow.

anyway, I hate ~~this.~~ For not blogging for so many days, and at the same time, how I want to say a lot of things.

so last Saturday, after tuition, I went to Phs carnival to meet Fio & Alicia first.

omg, how I miss the three of us hanging out together when we were young. I swear we need more outings after exams.

Ilove youguys.

<3333

Soyeah, I went to meet Samson and Andrew in their room? Hahaha, yeah, it was cool la but the gigs were kinda horrible. HAHAHA! But nevermind, I go there for my friends (:

After that, I met Melissa so we went to walk around a bit and met Alicia and Fiona again to go inside the Haunted House.

Hahaha, the Haunted House was Hilarious!

Hilarious Haunted House!

:DD

I don't want to go into such details la, been repeating for don't know how many times, but yeah, it was funny (;

After that, Fiona left, Alicia went to her stall and Mel& I went back to the room.

I met REGINA :DDDD

and I didn't know Jiacai could play the guitar!? and since when was he in a band? Hahaha, he didn't recognise me la ):

Worst still, stupid Nicholas daoed me.

kns. :)

soyeah, we left around 5 plus plus then had a wonderful dinner with my dad and me :)

That was how my Saturday ended!

----------

Okay, lets skip Sunday and Monday.

----------

Tuesday.

I woke up early and went to the Japanese Association and studied and studied and maybe slept for awhile.

I waited for Jiayi to come then we talked and ate and played and yeah :)

She left, I stayed to study again then I took a bus to Orchard. Shopped around, ate dinner then while on the way back, I saw Melissa and PearlynLeong <3

and....

that was how my Tuesday ended!

So, Wednesday, which was yesterday.

I used the computer for awhile then I had to do my tuition work and yeah, was nothing much la, besides doing my stupid long ~~Maths Holiday Homework.~~

kns.

And, I met my mother again to watch the RULE#1.

It was okay la, not perfect and not so bad for an asian movie. Yeah, went home :)

and...

that was how my Wednesday ended!

Hahaha, today! :D

I woke up super earlyyyyyyyyyyy for CHINESE ORAL.

which totally sucked like hell. I was supposed to talk about pollution and saving the Earth and everything but I couldn't! :(

Like how to say ozone layer in Chinese!?!?! I also wanted to say you dont the spray cans and all spoil the ozone layer? I said, "na ge pen shui de"

HAHAHAHAHA!

soyeah(:

I ate lunch just now.

Gonna practise my dance and out with Cousin and aunt laterrrrrrrr!

Can't wait.

oh, and if you're wondering,

I still haven't finished that 100 questions on Maths :)

2008-03-08T13:00:00.000-08:00

ilove pearlynphuapuayli

Hello hello.
Dang, have been so busy these few days and thank god, for the March Holidays although its only for a week but yeah, I seriously need a freaking break--even though is shortt :]
So yeah, Wednesday and Thursday sucked big time.
We had Class-Comm Training which is a total waste of time la.
Shanna and me kept playing and I kept talking to Mandy and Grace.
Was damn boring la, lasted about 4hours on Thursday!?!?
Siao ah, they want to teach me to be a good leader and a good listener.

Like WTF.

Hah, yeah, so I just finished my tuition.
My calculator spoil.

CHERYL LIM.
THIS MORNING WHEN IN HAD MY MATHS TUITION, THE CACULATOR YOU LEND ME WENT DEAD ON ME.
SO IN THE END, I HAD TO USE MY HANDPHONE FOR THE SOLUTIONS.
HAHAHA, SORRY, I RETURN YOU LIKE NEXT WEEK.

Yeah, I am gonna ask my dad to buy me a new calculator, like seriously.
I need it la, so many Maths Homework to do ):

Okay, I'm gonna skip lunch and bathe and then go for Phs Carnival.

GARH.

2008-03-05T17:38:00.000-08:00

ooooo, with my braces on last last year? :]

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg :D
I just told him ~~off~~ yesterday when me and Jiayi was at the Japanese Club.
and he didn't say anything la, he was like okay and all and he didnt contact me or anything.
Like, can you believe it? He didn't even beg me for whatsoever but yeah, I'm really really happy that I finally got him off my back.
and no one is suppose to tell melissa this.
She's got too much to handle :D

anyway, yeah, thats not the point.
so yeah, school was fine--quite slack today la, kept laughing with Shanna-na-na :)
Hahahaha, we kept inventing stupid and yet funny games to pass some time during class.

Today I wasn't suppose to go down for recess cause of saving money but I decided to come down cause Shanna-na-na was all alone cause Cheryl isn't here.
So, in a way, I didn't want her to eat alone la.
Then I wanted ro skip lunch too, but Fatin decided to have Class Comm Lunch, so no choice.
Had to spend and I kinda save a few cents today only ):
gahhhh, I so sad already.

so yeah, later I'm gonna have Physics Tuition, this time without Melissa.
the worst thing is, my ~~stupid aunt is coming.~~
Like damn it.

okay, I wanna go and smell nice now.
I need a hair cut, like seriously.
):

2008-03-03T18:22:00.000-08:00

I met him today.

It ~~sucked~~.

That's all I can say.

2008-03-01T13:41:00.000-08:00

Hello Hello :)
Its been a while. Actually, I did have the time to blog but I just didn't know what to say cause I don't know what exactly I am feeling.
So yeah, recently, I have a sudden mixture of feelings. In which, I have no idea which is the right one.
He is nice, friendly and fun to be with. (andyes, its about a guy.)
But, I don't know. I really don't know if I like or love him at all.

Infatuation?
I don't know, could be.

But yeah, I need like some feeling teller to tell me what exactly am I feeling.
HAH, I feel damn useless and silly.
I told him that I don't want to be in a r/s and blah blah blah, but he said that he would still wait.

GARH.

Anyway,lets change topic.
School Holiday is nearing and that means catching up with Studies. Hahaha, I haven't been studying properly at all la. Must study study!
I still don't know if there is a BBQ with Celine vera and all.
No one tell me, how to make me own plans~

My Bestfriend with our new fashion style.

I'm loving her.

So yeah, no one wants to follow me go to Phs carnival ):
Darn it, but still, I'm going, or should I put it this way.
I HAVE TO GO.

Hahahahah (:
Shall end here for now. Its raining and I'm so colddddd.

2008-02-20T18:20:00.000-08:00

SOMETHING IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE.
AND I AM NOT TELLING ANYONE WHAT HAPPENS.
CAUSE THEY'LL KNOW IT SOONER OR LATER.

OMG.
THIS SO CANNOT BE HAPPENING.

Valentine's day Sucks

2008-02-14T16:20:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all!

andyes, I'm back from Japan and Fashion show is coming and I'm super busy.
That was why I haven't been Invading or replying any messages.

I think I'm gonna hate every year's Valentine's day.
Cause it was the day when _______________________ .
I was so happy and thought that it would last until today.
But it sucks la):

gaaaaa, i wanna cry already.
hahahha. whatever, I got and get some sleep then go for my ballet.

seeyou.

Overseas.

2008-02-04T16:10:00.000-08:00

hey all darlings.
I didn't know I still can use the computer.

so yeah, I'm leaving tonight around midnight ;(

I know you guys will miss me.

Hahahha, today school was quite slack la, didn't really pay attention at all.
Chinese was as usual la, had ting xie :)
then got Art, mygod, Zaili scolded the shit out of me, but I don't care la. She still dare to throw my art piece. blehhhh.
After that was Maths, quite slack also, Khoo didn't come for like almost half of the lesson (:
History, needless to say, its always FUNNNNNNNN :DDDD
Then came English, gaaaaaaa, so boring, I don't know what she was talking about.
but anyhow, it was fun la.

ANYONE WANNA BUY FASHION SHOW TICKETS FOR $17??

Hahaha, I bet no one wanna buy from me right ? [:
Whatever la, just gimme the monehhh :=) hehehe.

Soyeah, thats about it.
I'm gonna pack all my stuffs and clean my room and sleep and slack and tuition.
Like wth right?
Hahahaha, then yeah, flyyyyyyyy awayyyyyyyyyyy :)

I WILL MISS 4/10 !

...and of course the rest (:

2008-02-01T21:10:00.001-08:00

HEY ALL DARLINGS.

I'M LEAVING VERY SOON AND AFRAID MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO USE THE COMPUTER.

I'LL MISS YALL.

I'LL BE BACK BEFORE YOU GUYS KNOW IT.

DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH.

2008-01-22T18:12:00.000-08:00

heyho:)
Today was super tiring!
But school was okay la, I was really hyper today.
The whole of Maths class just kept jumping around and laughing and yeah making noises (:
yeah, anyway, that's not the point.

I got Chinese test tomorrow , and Maths test on Thursday.

~~shite~~

damnit, really really wanna do well.

soyeah, after school, ~~stupid~~ Joshua called me.
yes, THAT Joshua.
It wasn't really him la, it was his friend. His friend called me and talked to me then later passed the phone back to Joshua.
Irritating much?
and he is talking to me now.
He thinks I can be his girlfriend just because I am Jovan's girlfriend.
Walao, he think I can let anyone be my boyfriend ah?
LOL, ask him go die.

anyway, I helped Mangai with CNY deco.
say, JANE ROCKS :)
hahaha.

Okay, cca sucked today.
so hot la.
anyway, I wanna go smell nice (:

the only thing that i will never disclose is you

2008-01-20T16:14:00.000-08:00

HELLO AGAIN :D

anyway, yesterday had CCA orientation then camp meeting then general meeting then model practise.
Didn't go for my dance class la, just didn't feel like it. Plus, the teacher is not here, a relief-teacher is taking over, and she's pretty crazy not to mention my current teacher is too.
so yeah, yesterday was a super tiring day for me.
hoho. I did a very good thing yesterday night!?

I DID MY HOMEWORK.

not that I haven't been doing, its just that I was simply hardworking last night and I am very proud of myself.

so. there isn't much to blog about except that I have to learn chinese ting xie.
Its that the correct han yu pin yin?
omg, my chinese sucks, but whatever :)

so fast, sunday is like gonna end soon, i feel a lack of love.
omg?! something wrong with me I think, but yeah, a lack of love.
so yeah. i'm bored.
I don't want to turn my head to the right cause my whole stack of homework is there!
Hahaha.

ohyeah! today's tennis was fun, we played games and matched and i won :)

hmm, yeah.
waiting for dinner although its still 4.15pm(:
heeee, I better look for someone to print my art stuffs or else I'm so screwed.
My art is screwed.

yeah, I shall go look for my art stuffs now :)
then my homework then ting xie(?).
heeeeee....bye!

i just don't know what to do

cause i don't know what you're thinking

2008-01-18T15:52:00.000-08:00

Heyho everyone :)

I'm in a super hyper mood today, I am not sick anymore.
Anyway, yeah, today school was fun, had lots of laughs today.(:
Hmm, I got nothing to blog about right now.

I need to bathe, I think I stink right now, I wanna go and bathe and smell nice (:

heh, tomorrow, I can't go for the CCA orientation(the earlier part), got Maths tuition! Be coming later, then got the camp meeting and then general meeting and then dance.
woaaaah, I feel busy :)
Hahahha, anyway, yeah, its like super hot now.

ohhhh, I'm craving for bubble tea again. Nevermind, this Saturday got.
:D
Got lots of homework today, don't wanna talk about it :)

yeah, next week is camp. Hope it'll turn out good and all.
and 4/5 is having their camp on my birthday! :(
means melissa and the rest can't celebrate with me!
nevermind, I celebrate with my lover :)

yeah, thats about all la, nothing to blog already.
besides, I wanna smell nice NOW :D

really clueless

2008-01-15T18:16:00.000-08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYYY ):
I'm super ~~dumb.~~
I don't know la, I just feel damn dumb and stupid today.

sheesh.
Haven't been blogging for a loongggggggg time .
Got nothing much to update except for a horrible week (although its still Tuesday.)
Yesterday, after school, went to J8 Lib to study.
At first I didn't want to, but I was being nice to my friends (:
Hahaha, but my head was so pain already la, like cannot walk straight like that.
I slept outside coffee bean until my handphone vibrated then saw samson.
Woaaaahh, damn pain la, like I just wanna collapsed and die like that.

Finally, I did some work in the library la, not like last time.
Talk and talk and talk :D
Saw Nissa, Phua, Chia and Wee there too :)
Then after that, I couldn't go home cause of the rain so I had to meet my mum for dinner.
Damn pain still la, I wanted to cry, I tell you :(

So yeah, went for stupid tuition, nothing went to my head.

So, today. Had lunch with Cheryl.
I couldnt go for CCA. My head was super pain and I felt like vomitting the whole time.
SERIOUSLY MAN, I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME ?!?!

yeah, anyway, I couldn't go home after that, cause it was raining.

RAINING.

DRENCHED.

Therefore, I'm gonna get sick.

2007-12-30T16:30:00.000-08:00

Hoi hoi :)
I don't really like today. Everyone is like worrying about the New Year and the homework is such a bother.
I did very the very the very the little. But yeah, if get scolding, just get lorh.
I mean I really really do not want to waste my time doing that. Besdies, I won't be able to finish whatever I'm doing now. It would be pointless.
But whatever la.
I'm not confident going to 2008.

HOW?

2007-12-29T14:45:00.000-08:00

Hoi hoi!
Isn't that word, like cute? anyway, i just finished watching all my Japanese dramas(:
Left the Korean ones, not planning to watch it la, sooo boring.
So sorry Cheryl, I'll return it to you, next year! :D
But, I love my Jap dramas. Thanks to my daddy! i can enjoy.

he's the best father ever.

and i mean it.

About Mandy's blog.
Like again, its just fuck.
I saw Anisa'a blog too.. about her saying how i didn't value our friendship and all.
I can still be friends with you, I still can talk to you and blahhh but we can't go back like how we used to be ; so close.
you know my secrets, i know yours.
so, whats there to lose?
plus, have you seen how much you've changed? you think i want "THIS" you?
I want the other you. You've changed a lot--changed into a person like I've not known before.

so much for being friends.

ohyes, we were close.

i valued our friendship but now, just look at yourself in the mirror.

yayyyyy.

i've blogged, going out now to meeeet cheryyyyyl.

the year is coming to an end, i can't help but to cry.

all the memories i had with him were just worthless.

i love cousin's chalet.

2007-12-28T18:30:00.000-08:00

Hoihoi! (:
I love cousin's chalet a lot a lot. Although, stupid darren don't want to play, i still have little kids to play with.
boy, it was so much fun espescially after bbq. hahaa, the food was _______ .
okay la, at least better then other chalet ones.
gosh, there were so many people there! There were hardly any food left.
So, we all went up. One by one took shower while the rest of us played "pillow fights".
Hahahaha, they didn't take pictures of the other fights, i only have two of the fights.
hoihoi, i actually won! two only! LOL. and these are the two fights.
the rest, i lost la, they all so big and muscular(:

anyway, yeah, chalet was fun. went to escape and wildwildwet(:
then kim called me to tell me something.
guess what? after i hung up, after like 10mins, darren brought his laptop!!!! :D
i immediately snatched it away from him and acess it!
he thinks i'm a bimbo):
hahah, omg. theres only one word to describe what i saw.
fuck.

hahaa, i very tired to blog already. there are a few pictures here.
enjoy!
i'm gonna watch i.am.lengend with secretsociety people(:

my cousin is gonna become like me(:

hahaha

he's my sunshine(:

the stupid one in acsbarker(:

i won this fight.

hoihoi!

i won this too!

hoihoi!

candid, stupid guy.
he ate my fish! ><

i loveyou.

when you grow up, lets go shopping!

he's one gay littlecousin.

and thats all.

as what i said from my previous post, suanhin is gone in the dustbin.

rejoice with me?

2007-12-21T14:20:00.000-08:00

Things did happen for a reason.

I met you unexpectedly not knowing what to do but just to smile and wave back.

I'll wait until Christmas.
After Christmas, I hope you will not exist in my mind anymore.
I've been trying and this will be the last time.
After Christmas, and you'll be gone--away from me.

perpetuate, our love;

2007-12-19T18:30:00.000-08:00

WHY IS IT STILL SO HARD TO FORGET?

I FEEL SO WEAK.

The SWAY-est day of my life.

2007-12-16T17:35:00.000-08:00

So, hello again [:

I hate this weeeeeeek so much:/

Its like so damn bad-luck can?

andandand, Friday, I was totally depressed! Really depressed, until cannot depressed already. (Ohmygod, my English.)
Yeah, I was freaking depressed.
Then Jacq called, said wanna go to Melissa's house then in the end, she couldn't make it, so yeah la, back to depression mood like until at night.

I went to Orchard after that, to meet cousins. Went to see if the Polo shirt fits him. So, it did la, then went to look for his younger brothers in Paragon.
Met our parents in Forum. Shopped at another Polo shop and all of us got shirts :D
That was the only happy thing for me, that day.
Although, mummy ~~didn't buy~~ that F22, $420 dress, ahha, I'm still happy, got my shirt (:
So, after that, it was like super late, so wanted to go eat dinner.

We walked all the way back to Isetan to eat the Japanese food, I ate my favourite,

Ramen.

Not just any ramen my friend, its SHOYU RAMEN. (:

So, my cousin had to go and meet his friends. Wanted to go with him but mummy didn't allow so yeahla, got stuck with the younger ones:/ Damn irritating.
Walked around and finally went home.
Mummy promised to buy shoes for me but she didn't. So, that got me more depressed and sad.
Went home, like shit. House so quiet like damn empty like that la!
Aiyah. I only child ): Damn, fucked man.

Saturday came.
Thought it was gonna be a fab day. Went to school for meeting and walking :D
Until Melissa reminded me, got tuition... Walao, my plan disappeared, I wanted to meet cousin go shopping!
So, fine, forget it. Then I knew I was gonna get scolding from my ballet teacher cause I've forgotten my steps and I didn't really study it:/
Then, after lunch with group, I cabbed home with Fiona. Cheryl came to my house after that.
After that, I left my house slightly late cause I was talking to Cheryl for damn long, plus the bus to J8 was damn longgggggggg.
Wait until, the rain started pouring :(

RAIN UNTIL NOT ENOUGH RAINDROPS FOR THEM TO POUR!

So I reached J8 at 4 when my ballet started at 4! What the hell la.
Like damn late already.
I reached City Hall at 4:20. It was raining like mad. The worst thing was, I didn't bring my umbrella.

I had to run!

RUNNNNNNNNNNN under the rain!

I had to run and there were only 2shelters:/ (Those were bus stops)
So, by the time, I reached there,

I was practically drenched and soaked.

My friends gave me clothes to change and yeah la, reached there, left 20mins to dance ):
My teacher didn't scold me la, but she was like "Why didn't you learn? You better do somethigng about it!"
Yeahla, then went to change to my soaked clothes:/

PURELY GROSS!

I had to go to melissa's house somemore, but I couldn't. I needed to go back home to change, I don't care how late I will be, I can't just go to people's house when I'm drenched with rain water! >(
So, I reached Bishan at 5:40. (Tuition started at 6 by the way.)

I waited for the bus but it didn't come after 5mins. I couldn't ta-han. I cabbed home.

I know I know, scold me la okay!?!?!?!?!?!

My house so near, cabbed home, siao ah.

Yeah la, but I was damn fucked up already, just fucking use the money and get dry !

So, I changed clothes and the worst part was I waited for the 54 bus for like 20mins?????
It was still raining and walao, it was 6:20 already???
So met Raymond and melissa there at the bus-stop.
We walked to bac's house and started tuition at 6:30 :/

My fault I know. Fucking sway right?

Somemore I saw SH's msn nick.

It wasn't a nice sight, really.

Cry with me, anyone?

That's why I feel like crying. Damn fucked, I swear :/

someone, save me;

2007-12-13T16:09:00.000-08:00

hellohello :)
today, I feel so random, like I don't know what to feel, happy? sad? or annoyed?
Hahaha, whatever la okay.

Today, I had tuition in the morning:/ Damnit.
Then went out to have lunch, nice and yummy lunch, I like that store a lot, TOM YUM SPECIAL.
Hahah, shite, I'm damn weird luh today.
Then what did I do? I talked to Jovan and yeah, that was basically it.
I'm super bored now la.

I feel like rebelling :/

Later, I've got ballet, then watching the compass movie.
I don't want to watch leeeeh, no choice mah. Mother wanna watch. Sheesh, she's like a kid.
Tomorrow, another slacky dayyyyyyyyyy.
Hmm, nothing else to say..

I STILL WANT MY BUBBLISH TEA!

2007-12-12T20:03:00.000-08:00

BRACES ARE OFF.

RETAINERS, NEXT WEEK.

RIGHT NOW,

JANE CRAVES FOR PASSION FRIUT BUBBLE TEA!

anyone, wanna get me one?

2007-12-11T10:15:00.000-08:00

I woke up super early today. Why? Because of her la.
But, whatever.

Yesterday's tuition was fun la, can't wait for Melissa to come back. Then we'll have tuition again (:
I'm going to bathe soon and heading to JAS again to have some alone time (:
Hahaha!

Tomorrow, gonna take off braces. Thursday, have dance class. We're gonna go through everything all over again.
Like omg? I forgot the previous steps for Classical. I can't even do both of the dances.
Damnit.
Friday, doing my nails, like finally. Thats what I need:D
Waaa, that means I won't have time to touch my computer until Sunday?????
LOL, thats purely insane.

But whatever, I wanna go bathe already.

Until you bring back your devotion ;

2007-12-10T18:50:00.000-08:00

Yowz.
Today wasn't the most relaxing day ever ! I went to JAS, had my own alone time, writing letters to someone special (:
Hmm, write until my hand pain. I spent there for like half a day.
Waaa, had an amazing lunch--Katsu Curry.
yes, I know its FAT, but yeah, I do exercise everyday! I'm serious. I do sit-ups everyday and stomach stretching.
I bet no one believes me, but whatever la, okay?

Hahaha, so I took the Shuttle Bus to Newton then the MRT back to Home [:
I'm kinda hungry, I want Mee Hoon Kuay.
You know? Those Mee kuay? Hahha, very nice espescially with 4chillies inside (:
I dont mean 4 long chillies. You know? The-already-cut-ones?
Yeah, four of that.

And, its raining again. I like rain(:
I really do.

Let's all hold hands and just cry until the rain stops.

2007-12-09T16:16:00.000-08:00

Waaaa. I feel like a very good girl today. Haha.
I cleaned up my whole entire table, clear my cupboards and arrange all my magazines and books. And yeah, super tired now.

Ga, I have many things to say but I'm just to lazy to type them all out.

Tomorrow, going to JAS (:
My alone happy time. Hahaha.

Okayla, dont want to blog already.

slowly, you're getting out of my head;

2007-12-06T14:15:00.000-08:00

Okay, seriously, I don't think I'm getting cheena. I ~~hope not.~~ mygod, please tell me I'm not.
I'm loving Jay Chou's songs laaaaaa, how??? I like it because I can relate to them. Mannn, I'm not becoming a cheena right? omg.
His new song--Cai Hong(Rainbow) is superrrrrrr nice <3
Check out the lyrics and stop laughing at me! :/

彩虹

哪裡有彩虹告訴我

能不能把我的願望還給我

為什麼天這麼安靜

所有雲都跑到我這裡

有沒有口罩一個給我

釋懷說了太多就成真不了

也許時間是一種解藥

也是我現在征服下的毒藥

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著

你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到

沒有地球太陽還是會繞

沒有理由我也能自己走

你要離開我知道很簡單

你說依賴是我們的阻礙

就算放開那能不能別沒收我的愛

當作我最後才明白 .

Obviously, we cant't read Chinese, yes? (:

So, I posted the English lyrics too!

Rainbow

Can someone inform me where the rainbow is?

Can you return my wish back to me?

Why is the sky still so calm?

All the clouds have amassed above me

Do you have a spare face mask to lend me?

Because I said too much, now it will not eventuate

Maybe time is an antidote

Maybe I am now overcoming this poison

Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?

Your shadow is so close yet I cannot hug you

The sun will continue revolving even without the Earth existing

I can walk away (from you) without a reason

You want to leave, I know it is (a) simple (thing)

You said reliance was the major barrier between us

If I choose to let go, that cannot remove my love for you

I'll just pretend that I understand in the end.

So how? The lyrics are really nice right? The song is even nicer.

If you want it, I would love to send it to you!:D

Comeon, it's not that bad! <3

Waaa, today very slack loh.

Must go for Dance class later. Tomorrow got Tuition then hugeeeee dinner again.

So I don't think I'll have the time to blog.

I try to bring myself to face the truth.

But sometimes, its just so difficult.

I really want to turn the time, to change everything.

I'm sorry.

2007-12-05T16:55:00.000-08:00

hellohello.
I woke up kinda early today, praying that my mummy gimme money.
heh, she gave me 10bucks :)
Nevermind, so yeah. I went to bathe and check my email. Darling send me an email.

So I left the house, carring this big bottle of milk, three boxes of Strawberries and a pack of sugar(: Hahaha, I went out of my house then it started to rain.
But I was being lazy, I don't want to bring umbrella. Hehe, I reached Cheryl's place all drenched.
But yeah,
someone was so irritating at her place. But whatever, I did my drink.
Heh, Kim and Cheryl are weird people. They like the drink which I wasn't suppose to make!
But yeah, we still don't know which on to choose.
Then we went down to eat CURRY. It was nice, at least I won't be eating junk food.
Then then we went to say our prayers to Sean and yeah.
Very very sad but its LIFE.

We have to move on although its gonna take a longer time for cheryl's family and relatives.

Anyway,
I'm back home, cleaning my house.
Sian, tomorrow got ballet, hope we'll continue the dance (:

1番に　君が好きだよ.

2007-12-04T15:43:00.000-08:00

hellohello(:
Missing that stupid little girl;Melissa right now.

Anyway,
I WANNA SEND MY CONDOLENCE TO CHERYL'S FAMILY.
Cheryl, I'm always here if you need me (: A friend's hug is all you need.

Yesterday wasn't a good day at all, I swear.
I met stupid Edwin yesterday, Horrid.
He was being a jerk the whole entire time. You know what now?
I don't even like him as a companion anymore! He is super annoying.

GUYS ARE STUPID! :D

Yesterday wasquite fun la. Nick and me were watching some ghost show and its super scary.
Whaaaa, It was uber scary luh.
Okay, this is one of the picture he send me.
I'll show you:/

Okay, look at it carefully.
At first I couldn't see laaaa.. I thought what kind of rubbish this was.
Then he told me to look in the middle of the picture.
DAMN! I was super scared, I close the whole thing. Super scary, right?!
Now I look at it, still gives me the chills.
Nevermind, don't be scared, listen to the music (:

So, yeah.
I did housework today.
I want to clear my table, but very lazy. But it's seriously dirty.
Don't wanna disgust you any further.

Tomorrow, going to Cheryl's place, yes ?
Must buy Milk and Strawberries. Hope it'll turn out well.
Okay, I wanna go slack now :D

Stop giving me unwanted dreams of you ;

2007-12-02T16:21:00.000-08:00

FOREVER ISN'T GONNA START TONIGHT.

WAIT.

FOREVER WON'T EVEN START.

2007-11-28T03:11:00.000-08:00

Here I am again.
Not wanting to tell you how horrible my training has been.
Anyway, I was friendster hoping and yeah, I read this Bulletin.

a boyand a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.
Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.
Each waking moment
since the day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.

Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.

One night she broke down,
feeling veryalone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.
She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.
He raced to herhouse
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her hearthad no rate.
Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.
As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.

Under her note:
"I loved her so, she never knew.
All this time I loved her too."

Imagine me and SH dies?

2007-11-24T13:49:00.000-08:00

I'm backkkk! ;)
Last night, we received a parcel from my Japan Friends :D
They wrote a very long letter, damn, I was so touched (:
Hahaha, the thing is, I'm loving him back.
and no, Its ~~not~~ SH this time! Surprise? Surprise? I used to like my Jap friend when he came to Singapore to visit me in P5 and I saw his recent picture!

Damn, Cute <3

Hahaha, I don't know luh, I just like him :))))
Then, I paused to think, stupid SH comes back.

I've been having weird dreams. Really, really weird dreams.
Some of it, I want them to come true, others, I just hope it'll never happen at all.
The people inside are just weird and mean, really mean.
I don't know how to explain it, its just not the dream I've expected?

Anyway, I woke up really early today. I don't know why. I couldn't sleep.

I was thinking toooo much.

Whatever.

Went to school, had meetings which really made me wanna sleep and then the phototaking:D
Hahaha, I love my hair! I think its cute.
Anyway, after the photos, we all talked about Car washing?
...
Yeah, so we went to look for PearlynLeong and me, Kim, Jiayi and Leong went to KFCCCCCCCCCC to eat lunch.
Do they really hate Junction8 so much? Hahaha!
After much thought, I didnt want to go to his house and hang, I just wanna avoid him for now.
Its toooooo much to contain and I know its not gonna work.

But, whats a girl gotta do?

And, Im home right now.
Im gonna bathe then off to dance class. I really got no mood for today.
I know Im gonna get scolding from my teacher. Sorry, if I cannot remember the steps completely luhhh.
AHHHHH, getting emo again.):

The SUNNNNNNN is extremely shiny?
Hahahaha, whatever, its so HOTTTTTTTTTT ;D
So, what should I wear later?
I've got dinner with Alicia's family :)
Jeans? Denim Skirt?

I GOT NO CLOTHES! :((((((((((

Hahahaha, okay luh, I wanna go write letters <3

Don't leave me just yet,

please,

just a little more.

Don't leave me hanging on this line when you&me know that nothing is gonna change.

DAMN, GET ME A GREENTEA PLEASE :D

2007-11-21T15:15:00.000-08:00

andyes, it didn't rain this morning. Instead, it rained just after training.
Well, training was okay luh, not so bad, but I ran a million and one times today.
As usual, we did line drills and stupid picking up of balls.

Running here and there.

Me and Gabby hit like 162times and still have to do punishment, damn the coach, I swear.
Oh! I did push-ups too! Wow, I did quite a lot of things today.
I'm kinda proud of myself today :]

But the training isn't all.
After training, I went to Junction8, like duh, I live near there.
It was the first time I was superrrrrr scared walking through the macs area. (I swear)
I wasn't looking forward to go to J8 anytime soon,

it just scares me.

Everytime I see a guy with the exact same uniform, I see him luh. Someone even looked like him.

Damn, he's everywhere.

Nevermind about that.
I was waiting for my bus cause yeah, didn't want to walk home.
I was just sitting down then guess who appeared????

JACOB YAO.

He looked cute <3

and thats all.

We kinda talked awhile, and I really did enjoyed myself.
Hahahaah and I wasnt flirting :D

2007-11-20T03:29:00.000-08:00

Hellohello!
I'm finally like home?
I didn't feel like working today maybe because tomorrow got training?
I told my "boss", I didn't want to go to the shop today so I stayed in my mum's office to work.
I swear, I hate it.
I'm really wishing that tomorrow will rain, comeon! Lets all pray together and let it rain :D
But I doubt it will rain, just look outside right now.

I went to pass my tuition teacher my overdueeeeeeeeed fees:D
I think its gonna be my last time walking into that place again.
My mum wants me to quit cause it isn't really helping me that much, yknow.
That means, no more Justin, no more the view of SuanHin sitting at the front row with Dion.
Don't you get it?
Its like everything is going away from me and then I'll be all alone.

Anyway, later I'm gonna watch StarDust with mummy.
She wants to watch so I accompany her lorh.

Damnit, today damn sian.
Jovan talk to me then dao me for the rest of the convo.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Damn sian.

Okay, I dont feel like blogging anymore.
Remember to pray for me!
That tomorrow will rain and my training will be cancel [:
TOMORROW MORNING.
You pray for afternoon, I don't want, must be MORNING:D

Thanks a lot.

2007-11-16T21:59:00.000-08:00

I FUCKING MISS YOU,

LOH SUAN HIN.

2007-11-08T17:05:00.000-08:00

Hello Hello :)
Today was kinda boreddd?
I thought I was going out later, after Cheryl's meeting and all.
Hah, so much for family day aye?
But sometimes, its nicer to be alone, just all by yourself with the tunes of Westlife going through your ears<333
Yes, I know, super gay. But, its nice luh, their songs:D

Anyway, yesterday, I kinda stayed up late.
I don't know why, I just couldn't sleep, I was lazy to take the phone to have late night phone calls and all...
So, I watched ELIZABETHTOWN.
My darling, Bloomy is inside together with that stupid Spiderman's woman :(
He kissed her :((((
hahaha, anyway, the movie was kinda stupid luh, to me. But it was nice to watch I guess.

Then, this morning, I kinda overslept.
I bathed, blah, then went to eat breakfast together with my parents.
So much for family day aye?
Anyway, so I admit that I was late for the meeting at Cheryl's place (heh)
But at least I brought the board right right right? : D
Yeah, I went there and did a few stuffs.
HEY! At least I put glue on 2pictures kay? heh.
So frustrated Cheryl had to shut down the computer, hahahaha, how addictive can the computer get?
Yes, we did stuffs and in the end, PearlynLeong, Melissa & Jiayi left :)
Soon, Charlotte left too :DDD
So, Kimberly, cheryl and me stayed :)
We went to eat at the Korean shop there, yummy soup!

OH! Before that, we went walking around,
Looking for bag, shoes, masks, all those stuffs and oh, DONUTS :D
I wonder how is my DONUT right now?
Eaten by Leong&Melissa right?

There was also a fashion show at Square2?
yeah, fabulous except for the dancing and everything.
gawwwwwd, horrid-ble except for the ANG-MOH:D (right, kim?)
Yeah, so I left earlier and Im now back home.

Okay,
TOMORROW IS THE DAY!
I'm gonna miss everyone who is leaving tomorrow.
better miss me too luh!

Hahaha, okay,
Not a very long post like yesterday!
tata~!

2007-11-08T02:14:00.000-08:00

I got news;

SH IS IN OVERSEAS,

HE IS COMING BACK SOON.

oh, he viewed my friendster profile today(:

2007-11-07T15:43:00.000-08:00

I hate it luh, I'm always not blogging at a regular basis. Hahaha, you see my dates are all like ONE MONTH later that kind of thing.
Anyway, lets see, what should I blog about?
There is so many things to write.

Oh, recently, there was our class chalet.
Mummy didnt let me stay cause well, she has some issues over it, cause she DID experience something which I shall not say :)
Class chalet was still fun, although, I wasnt in good terms with MANDY&ANISA, somehow we got along pretty well. (wait for the later part, so much for getting along.)
Heard my little darling also got drunk, oh well.
People smoking, coming into the chalet in the middle of the night, blah blah blah, oh those things are so not tomorrow's headlines.
However, I think it was fun and I'm missing the pool right now.
Looooook at the HOT SUNNY DAY outside the window, its terrible.
The sight of it, makes me weak.
HAH, Im so weird.
:)

There was the modelling auditions too.
The EIGHT of us got in :) I was pretty happy with the whole thing, on how it turned out.
However, for some reason, Anisa didnt come, I've got no comment on that. (wait for it again.)
We did our story board too, supperrr crazy!
Kim and Jacq were practically "killing" every model in the magazine.
Anyway, I was super happy until I heard this STUPID comment on the EIGHT of us.
andyes, needless to say, it was from MANDY.
She said that most of us were short.

What the HELL much?
So what if we are short, its not as if that we're gonna do modelling for the rest of our lives?
We're doing it cause its one of a life time, people dont get to do it everyday.
So, keep the critisim to yourself and your bestfriend, Anisa.
Then if you say that most of us are short, why didnt your best friend come?
Since she is the tallest?
WHY?
She could have gotten in, but NO, she didnt turn up.

I know how much you two hate me&melissa but I dont give a shit.
If it wasnt for you, Anisa, this wouldnt have happened.
I really dont know what to say, the both of you are just MEAN.

plain-MEAN.

Urgh, I dont want to talk about that,
its always a waste of time and energy to type the whole story out.

So, we had a few meetings and whatsoever.
Then I had my dance class, andrew called, said he wanted to meet me and go home together, but toooooooo bad, I wasnt going home!
Hahahaa, andrew and samson went SHOPPING together lurh!
freaking gay :)

Speaking of SHOPPING, I need one BADLY :)
Oh! I've got great news! I'm taking off my braces next month :)
yay me! Its been a looooong time!
Oh! Im getting a hair cut too!
THANK GAWWWWD, my hair is super long, I cannot ta-han!

Anyway, this morning, there was training and it was very, super tiring:(
We did the sucide/line drills, whichever way you wanna call it. It was HORRID-ble.
Then I went home and cooked my own LUNCH, hey, it was yummy kay?
Stupid PearlynLeong, stop making fun of me, I CAN COOK, yesyes:)
So, yeah, now, Im home and stupid Jovan is irritating the shit outta me, saying how stupid I was to wait for SH for three years.
Damn him luh, he just had to bring that whole situation up.

This morning, after training, I remembered that when we were still together, he would text me saying how much he misses me, and I would call him back and we would talk and talk until I reached Bishan.
Yes, my bill, but I don't know why, at that time, I just didn't really care.
When I reached home, he would be online, and we would start talking again, and the next day, everything starts all over again.
(:

Sweet, isn't it?

I missed it so much.

Gaaaa, this sucks.
Tonight, I might have another dinner again!
Seriously man, these few days, got so many GRAND dinners, I'm putting on weight, I swear.
:(

I cant wait to go out with Jiahui soon :)
It sure would be fun!
Tomorrow, Kim and Steph and others will be leaving.
I hope they'll have a safe trip and a safe return, making sure that they'll be missing me the whole time(:
Can't see them this Saturday too:(
But, you guys will be missed by me(:

Alright, this post is kinda long,
I think I shall stop here for now:)

2007-10-18T17:18:00.000-07:00

I'm backkkk with a 47 for my Math.
Sheesh, I failed again and again, this is so not fun at all luh :(
Yeah, this year I did real badly. I failed Three subjects luh.
Hahaha, I havent get all my papers back yet, but yeah, I know I am gonna fail three subjects! :)
Its not a good thing but I think after adding up my Mid year marks plus Final, should be able to pass some I hope. But, I'll never pass Math luh.
I failed Math Mid year too :/

He's gone now.
Far away.
But not in my heart.

There is another one now:/
He is in Poly I think, freaking old right? He looks not nice but he is quite nice leh.
I think he likes me, wait, let me change that: I Know he likes me :)
Hahaha, but I dont know how to reject him luh.
I mean, I dont want to be in a relationship and all and you may say that it is not necessary for two people to go on a relationship even though both of them like each other.
Not saying that I like him but he is nice luh, I havent even met him yet luh.
AHHHH, I dont know luh, maybe he just sweet-talk me but yeah, he cares :)
Still, I dont want to get myself or the other partner hurt.
Why is this so freaking hard? Cant life be easier?

I dont want anymore of this.

Its a call I'll never get;

Inconsolable

2007-10-11T01:57:00.000-07:00

Hello, its been like how long?
Months?

Anyway, I have some updated news about him.
He finally took me off from his friendster's featured friends. I knew that there will be a day like this. He took off the two girls too.
However, he is still in my featured friends list, I dont want to remove him just yet.
I know I'm wasting my time on him but I still LOVE him, I still WANT him but I can't.
I'm sorry that I havent gotten over him yet, Im sorry.
But just leave me alone to love him just for a little longer.
I miss my late night phone calls with him, I miss seeing your name on my phone, I miss receiving messages from you, I miss sneaking the phone in and out during class to see your messages, I miss your voice, I miss everything about you!

This is damn stupid.
So stupid.

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now,
I swear,
I'd tell you this

Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I don't want to be like this,
I just want to let you know,
Everything that I'm holding,
Is everything I can't let go, can't let go.

Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Don't you know it baby
I don't want to waste another day
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

QING TIAN

2007-09-11T02:54:00.000-07:00

I'm freaking emo and I'm listening to Chinese songs. omg.
I was right all the long. Right from the begining.
You liked her and you even told her after a few days after our break.

WOW.

Lu Xiao Yu

2007-09-07T23:14:00.000-07:00

I'm damn sian.
I don't want to do anything or everything. I need another one week break.

So I guess I am your best friend to you?
So you will tell me everything? and won't lie to me ever ever again?
Besides, I have some things to clear up with you.

"you're special to me, i cant tell my girlfriend my problems but i can tell my best friends."

"so i think it would be much better for us to go back to how it was when we're still best of friends."
I really hope so, things could turn up well.
Although, its hard to get rid of all those three years of loving you, I have to try to move on.
To see you as my best friend.
I cannot do anything about it.
At least, you gave me a chance and I am thankful for that.

"call me when you're free, i still wish to talk to you"

It's over

2007-09-07T10:30:00.000-07:00

Last night,
one of his friend called to talk to me ; tried to convince me that he likes me and so on...
I was already planning to call him last night, maybe around 12am.
However, I went to check my handphone and I received a message.
Finally, it was from him but it wasn't a very nice message though.
I didn't expect it to come out that fast.

But what can I do right?
If that is what you think and feel, I have to go with it.
I cannot do anything to stop you from this.
All I can do is to thank you for giving me this wonderful chance for loving you.
Thank you for making my wish come true.
Thank you for loving me back for these few months.
I've never been so happy in my life before and you made it all happened.

行きたいよ　君のところへ　
今すぐ　かけだして　行きたいよ

Thank you for everything.

and I would love to be your good friend ;

Totally Clueless

2007-09-06T21:00:00.000-07:00

Hellohello.
I've changed my url so that not so many people will come and see.
ohboy, Im so mysterious.

anyway, today sucked.
I just heard manymany painful things you said about me. Things that I never knew people would talk about.
Its just unbelievable.
I didn't know that things would turn out that way.
If it wasn't for your friend--best friend,
I would still have been a little stupid girl thinking that I finally got the love of my life when actually I don't.
Well, I'm not really sure what to feel, think or do.
All I know is that I MISS YOU terribly.

Its true.
I've been crazy about you for a long time.
But I wouldn't force / ask you to be mine. You said you didnt want to hurt my feelings.
Well, let me tell you something,
you already did.

How about that night when you told me that you were alone in macs?
You weren't alone, were you?
You were with her. You told me you'll call me back.
But I never receive anything.
Maybe you have feelings for her.
She is a nice girl.
She might be better than me a million times.
Then in the first place, you wouldn't have ask me the question.

I may not be a perfect girlfriend...
I don't even know your whereabouts today!
You can tell your two best friends anything but you can't call your girlfriend?
No calls, no messages, no missed calls?
I'm totally clueless!
I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT YOU WERE SICK!

I really need you.

I didn't waste those three years for nothing, LOH SUAN HIN.

ILOVEYOU.

THE START OF SOMETHING NEW [:

2007-09-03T20:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, I'm serious this time. I'm moving back to blogger until I find out how to get my hands working on Xanga. But nevermind about that, Im back after a long long time.
I've made changes to my blog,
>Reduced the number of links
>Taken away my tagboard
Yeah, well, thats basically it, I'am so tired or this thing already, just wanna make a low-profile kinda thing [:
Like comeon, not like the whole world is gonna read it like that.

Okay, so since its the start of the start,
I shall make it short by ending here [:

2007-07-25T01:17:00.000-07:00

OKay.
I'm back to blogger. I think I still prefer here.
LOL, anyway, I can't post much today cause I have t go and study for my History.

2007-05-27T19:32:00.001-07:00

BANG!

I'm off to CHINA.
Miss me everyone :D

2007-05-25T22:05:00.002-07:00

BANG!
It has been another looong time again (:
I've been sick fo like sooo long laaa.
Vomiting is so so so not nice wan, its stinks seriously.
I really hope I'll get better when I go to CHINA:D

GAGAGA.
I have no mood to blog la.
YOU should know why.
've been waiting, but it just didn't work out huh.

2007-05-17T02:08:00.001-07:00

BANG!

THIS YEAR SIMPLY SUCKED LIKE HELL.

I'm serious about it, espescially exams laaa/.
I wonder who came up with numbers,

no wait.

exams,

no wait.

school,

no wait.

STUDYING!

I'm seriously disappointed with myself laa.
People may say that I am lucky cause at least I pass english.
But hey, I don't give a shit. I freaking failed my freaking MATHS.
Its damn sad la, I could not believe it laa.
I may pass but the marks are HORRID.
I don't know what to say to myself, its like I feel so bloody hopeless and everything.
Aiyah, I'm so not in a perfecty mood right now.
It's freaking CRAZY.

I feel like an total idiot

I never expected to score this kind of marks.

I'm so freaking stupid and dumb and fcuked up.

I also want to make some people in my life happy.
They just try to act like nothing has happened but I know they're deeply hurt laa.
But I cannot do anything.
I simply suck at this, you know.
I'm like a failure in whatever I do to her.

She may act like its nothing, but I feel her pain;

2007-05-10T18:45:00.000-07:00

BANG !

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRR! :D
Can you tell how happy I am!? GAGAGAGAGA! Its all OVERRRR!
I'm so happy! Now I have something to look forward to, CHINA-MONGALIA Trip.
:D
Its been a while since I've last posted.
I kinda forgot how to change the blogskin. Hahaha, it sure has been a looong time (:
And, what happened to blogger? Its so weird. LOL.
Everything has changed, I feel so outdated :/

GAGAGAGAGAGA:D
I can't stand it laaaa, I'm freakingg HAPPPPPYYYYYY (:
Mannn, this rocks!
Can go shopping, playing, cam-whoring :D
EXAMS SUCKS la, can't stand them! (:

Just came home from lunch with the LOVABLES:D
GAGAGA, Today was so fun. It would be funner if SHE didn't come (:
ART WAS SO FUNNNEH :D
I'm scared I wont pass....oh HECK IT la, its freaking ART.
GAWWWWWD, Im so happy! LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL:D

Later, I'm going out for dinner(:
A proper dinner.
Tomorrow, I'm gonna CUT, SNIP, CHOP my hair.
YEH BABE, its getting a new make-overrr. Its so hot, I wanna CUTCUTCUT it :DDD
Then, watching SPIDDDDEYYYYMAN3 (:
FLY HERE, FLY THERE :D
OOOHH, TONIGHT,
PRISON BREAK :D

HAHAHHAA,
Can you see how many smily faces I put.
LOL, Im so happy :D
YEAH BABY (:

Alrighto, I want to go watch TEEEVEEEEE :D
I so long never touch the remote control (:
hehehe!
I guess I would be blogging soon :D
You won't see this post for looooog!

LOVEMUCH/.

2007-04-06T00:03:00.001-07:00

BANG !

heyHO! I'm back from stress-world.
haha. Anyway, today is Good Friday and I am very free right now.
I just read some biology notes.
I hope it stays in my head for a few weeks.

Anyway, later I hope I'll be getting my Magazine and just wish that my mum won't steal it away from me again. Well, since exams are approaching like one fast train.
I'm gonna watch MR.BEAN'S HOLIDAY.
I'm damn pissed la.
I was suppose to watch SUNSHINE today but my dad didn't watch that BEANNIE guy yet so I had to tag along.
Urgh. I want SUNSHINE !
;D

Enough of that.
oohh, I GOT MY MP3 BACK! ;D
YAY! I tell you I'm gonna put my handphone and MP3 in my lockers at all time,
although it is gonna be hard but it is at least better than having your personal items with the teacher for one entire week.
ohman, I feel like a good student.
LOL(:
I'm rejoicing!
HAHA!
Okay, I'm gonna add some songs into my MP3 now.

SEEYAH.

2007-03-30T23:07:00.001-07:00

BANG!

WOW. It has been ages.
School is completely hectic, with all the homework and everything.
ohman, I am dying like anything.
I can't even breathe properly right now.
Chinese and English oral are coming up.
ahhh, with the thought of that, its so stressful.
Last term, I kinda did badly for most of my subjects and this year I really want to pull my socks up.
Saying is damn easy la, tell me about mugging like shit.

Anyway, another thing to worry about is my upcoming ballet exam.
I swear I tell you that I'm bloody scared and I got a feeling that I am going to fail.
However, I actually do remember my steps now--I think.
But I still think I am gonna fail.
My exam falls on the 16th April, get to miss school for awhile (:

ooh and guess what?
My dad's friend who is a female is gonna give birth soon!
LOL, I know it is like none of my buisness but hey, I am gonna kidnap the baby.
MUAHAHAHA :D
I can't wait for the baby to come out !

I don't want to go back to school next week.
So many things to do.
I still have not touch on my homework yet.
Maths, Physics, Biology and not forgetting those tuition homework.
They add the load to my stress.
RARRHHHHH. I feel like eating paper! :S
I am like this when I am stress, eat stuff which aren't suppose to be eaten and do stupid things la.
You know me, I am oh-so-random.

Later, I am going to go for my ballet practice again.
Joshua wants to meet me, I asked him to go and die (:
I know he likes me, but NONONO, I do not like him. Wanna know why?
I'm in love with his friend :D

HAHA!
OH. Today is Saturday.
and I don't have my MP3 with me.
Because Ms.Ng CONFISCATED it away from me for a week.
You really do not want to know why.
I'll only get back on Thursday ):
I'm trying not to think about it.

Okay. I don't really feel like blogging anymore.
Well, this post might be my last.
Because I know next week and next week and those following weeks,
you will still see this same old post again.

SEEEYAH :D

does it really matter that we're in different worlds? ;;

2007-03-09T16:02:00.000-08:00

BANG!

ohgosh.
I feel so lost--I've never been blogging for a long time.

I miss those days where you can just switch on your computer and never returning to school EVER.

ohwell, school is so stressing already.

Im like half-dead everyday, I miss my bed the most though.

I need a break.

An Official break, a break where you dont have to come back to school.
But when theres a holiday, I'll start to feel extra bored. AHHH, what to do?

Although now its school holiday, but I doubt the one-week break is gonna be enough for me .

Im already like this in Term1. Imagine what will happen to me by the end of the year?

I dont even want to find out myself.

Yesterday, I had this dinner thing and I slept at about 2am.

Then woke up to go to school and see WONG and MS.K (:

MS.K rocks like anything.

Shes my sexaye :D

At least I got some information from her on POA.

Like seriously, I ahve no idea what are creditors and debtors.

andyes, I didnt pay attention in her class.

Tell me, how in the world can you pay attention in MS.K's class? (:

; yes, thats me and her.

HAHA.
Pearlyn, Mandy, Steph, Vick and I took pictures in class.
But Im lazy to upload(:
HAHA, I do share the love okay.

oohh, I cant wait to go trip :D
hmm, I got nothing else to write about school except for FUN (:
Class comm meeting coming~~

I MISS ALL THE TWOSIX PEOPLE :D
YOU GUYS ARE MY EVERYTHING.

I still want my ice latte;

2007-01-14T18:23:00.000-08:00

BANG!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LUKE !

Changed skin.
Decided I wanted a plain and simple one and well this is the nicest that I can find.
:D
It was fun choosing with WEEWEE.
I know this blog is going rotten every minute.
Ohwells, what can I do?
Mann, Im so busy these few days. Im so tired:/
I just finish my ARTPIECES :D
I actually did it, mySELF! ART? yes, ART. I did it.
haha, I stiill left with my Maths.

Im going to get off the computer soon.
The weekdays are coming.
Everyones getting busy.
:D
TAKE CARE ALL!

tata!

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2007-01-09T01:14:00.001-08:00

BANG!

yes, its a very loooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since my last post.
Well, there isnt anything much to say.
okay, maybe Im a little lazy to type the whole thing out for you.
Schools been really fun : D
and Im getting tired nowadays.
Ohwells, I gotta sign off.
SEEEYAHHH.

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2006-12-31T07:51:00.001-08:00

BANG !

OMG.
Its the year 2007 already.
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

How I spent the new year?
The 15mins before 2007, I watched the JOHNYS COUNTDOWN ,
and OMG I so enjoyed myself.
They were singing and NEWS is back.
OKay. I know no one understands but whatever it is, I spent the last few minutes of 2006 with them.
GOSH>
IM so happy and I hope 2007 will be a better year.
[:

RETURNING TO SPORE SOON.

2007 IT IS ;D

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2006-12-28T05:31:00.001-08:00

BANG !

Im still in Japan right now.
But the weather is really different.
much much different.
My dad went on a drive cause he wanted to ski with me and he wanted to go to the hot spring.
So, Im here right now and the cool part is, you can actually stay overnight here.
LOL.
Im staying in this room with a computer and well a bed.
LOL> its like an internet cafe.
Something like that but is has more facilities.

hmm, its actually snowing right now.
HEAVY SNOW.
I went outside just now and mann, the wind is really strongand the snow keeps coming to
your face.
HAH>
Its very very cold and tomorrow Im gonna ski again and go hot spring.
After that, I will return to the house, meet auntie for dinner.
Then the day after that, watch the NEW YEAR EVE show then take a train back to tokyo.
Following that, stay a night in tokyo again ,
this time having my own hotel room.LOL
then, back to singapore.
After a few hours of sleep in my bed ,
I have to go to school!

Although I dont have much time to sleep but the next day is school.
And I seriously can`t wait.
I changed my blogskin today because its my last time coming online and I wanted a new skin
for a new year.
(hope you get what I mean)

Well, the new year is coming.
I cant wait for it (;
I hope the year ahead of us will be a good one ;D
Im missing all of TWOSIXERS06 now.

well,

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

2007 here I come

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2006-12-21T04:56:00.001-08:00

BANG !

hello. Im in Japan right now,
Using my dad's laptop :D
hehe. Im not gonna post too many yeah?
Tomorrow Im gonna leave to my grandparents place.
Its gonna be a long journey so I need some sleep neh.
OHWEELLLLL, THE SHOPPING IS A TOTAL BLAST.

A few days to CHRISTMAS ! CAN'T WAIT.
hmm, Im starting to miss my PIKAACHUU and my bed (:

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2006-12-18T14:52:00.000-08:00

BANG !

leaving in 2days time .
Can it get any better? I've finally packed all my things (:
Cant wait to get out of this place :D
but, Im gonna miss all of you people.
you know who you are [;
Spending Christmas and New year there. Hmm, I may be online sometime!
What you expect? My grandparents have a computer at home !
LOL.

Hmm,
I just watched the final episode of my Japanese show.
It was a very nice ending and yes, I cried AGIAN (:
heh, cant wait for next year.
There would be more MORE shows for me to watch and plus YINING'S DVD !
xD

I'm drinking MISO-SOUP right now.
MISO-SOUP is LOVEEEE!
LOL.
craving for that ever since the lat time my mother cooked . haha.
It sure is a very very looooong time :D
I'm gonna get another bowl soon.

OMG. Yesterday I watched ERAGON with my cousin.
and there wasnt so much of the fighting that I expected with the flying of dragons and everything.
Speaking of dragons? I WANT ONE !
However, I did enjoy it because ERAGON is ubberrrr cute :D
I feel like kissing him. ^^
ED SPELEERS .
I think I got his name right.
well, I'll be waiting for the second part. [:

Tomorrow, Im not really sure I'll be at home.
However, I wont be home on WEDNESDAY morning to say my goodbyes to you people so that was why I send all those testimonials :D
Just to let you know ,
My plane is taking off around 8.30pm?
Yeah, will be at CHANGI AIRPORT at 6plus?
Speaking of CHANGI AIRPORT, I LOVEEEE that place sooo much [:
well, at least Im going there on Wednesday:D

Alright then.
Last of all,
Wishing all of you a

MERRY CHRISTMAS

HAPPY NEW YEAR

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2006-12-15T21:49:00.001-08:00

BANG !

today. I didnt go for my ballet.
Had dental check up so I missed it today but will be going tmr :/
Im so tired.
ohh, I just found my last book of LURLENE MACDANIELS.
Im so happy.
oohh, its sad too.
Kinda cried many times until my mum had to put me away from the book and go out for breakfast . [;

Today, Im gonna go to LIANG COURT for dinner.
I LOVEE that place, espescially the RAMEN :D
ohwells, Im getting my Japanese magazine toos. Cant wait.
Tonight, Im gonna pack my things :DDD
oh and I finish writing a letter to takuro .
Ive gotta get change soon after blogging.

Tomorrow, there wont be any TENNIS : (
because MIKEEE is on away for holiday .
ohmann, I really wanna play some BALLS right now (:
dont think DIRTEHHH :P
then after that, I'll be going for ballet then go watch movie with my dearest cousin.
ERAGONNNN :D
that guy is cuteee :)
Dont steal. [;

ohwells, Im gonna change now.
ta-ta.

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2006-12-15T00:21:00.001-08:00

BANG !

I just came home from RAFFLES CITY with my aunt.
We went out to eat lunch : D
yummy. the noodles were great.

ohmann, Ive to go and watch my YOUTUBE now.
The show is starting.
LOL.
Im proud of being addicted to YOUTUBE !
: DDD

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2006-12-13T23:39:00.001-08:00

BANG !

I cant stand it.
Im uberrr busy and the stpuid thing still cant get off my head.
Its always there.
Hitting me in my head.
I simply just want to forget it totally, completely.
but it just keeps on coming back.

and here, Im telling myself,
how stupid I was back then.
I couldnt even believe that I actually KNOW you.
TELL you the truth.
I was bloody stupid.
I couldn't believe it, I actually fall for that stupid trick of yours.
you know, right now.
I really dont feel like even talking to you AT ALL.

you are some piece of shit.

I really feel like throwing you a bucket of water.

like seriously,

STOP it .

dont come asking me why I havent been online for a few days.

dont come asking me when am I going for my tuition.

dont come asking me where am I going out?

dont come asking me if you wanna follow me go out.

dont come tagging along with me.

dont come and ruin my life.

dont let me see you.

dont .

Im dying here.

just leave me alone for once.

I cannot believe that I actually fall for you.

2006-12-13T08:51:00.001-08:00

BANG !

its been a loooong time : DD
Im going to holiday in 6days, and Im sooooo excited .
heh, I havent pack my stuffs yet :/
tomorrow, Im gonna buy school books and having tuition too.
havent done her work :/
thats why tomorrow Im not going to work in my mum's office :)

mann, Im soo overly tired right now.
I wanna watch TEEEEVEEE : D
and sleep right now.
so, buhbyeee.

SEEYAHHH.
tata~

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2006-12-11T14:24:00.000-08:00

BANG!

today is so hot and sunny.
its nice to have myself sleeping in a air conditioned room :DD
hmm, feeling really sleppy.
I'll go and sleep after blogging.

beh, just eaten my lunch and POCKY(:
POCKYs are LOVEEEEE okay.
who can't resist them ? ;D

peeessh,
I wont be home for a long time. I'm gonna be working in my dad's office
for a couple of days except Thursdays ((;
hmm, on Thursday,
Im gonna meet YANLING dear to return her anime DVD[:
shes so meaaan, made me get addicted to the show and now Im searching for YINING!
I need her to give me the link to the whatever website they have for me to download the movie.
okay. whatever.
If I continue this crapping. I'll bet I wont have time to sleeep :DDD

NINEmoredays till my HOLIDAY ((:

alright,
my eyelids are heavy.
SEEEYAHHH.
tata~!

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2006-12-06T22:59:00.001-08:00

BANG!

hmm, what a nice feeling to post right now.
with the rain outside.
pitter-patter(:
well, the bad news is,
Im having FLU right now.
my voice is changed and I have running nose:D
heh.

Been watching the anime recently.
very VERY INTERESTING:D
Although, Im not an anime-FANCY person,
its CUTE and adorable(:
it made me laugh at some parts.
ohwell,

poof.
Later, Im gonna have my tuition.
I havent finish her work yet, Im doing it right now/
multi-tasking(:
heh, can't wait for today to be over.
Im gonna cut my hair tomorrow.
:DD snip all those long ones.
Since its after the RECITAL, my hair needs a new makeover(:
Can't wait to get SNIP * CUT !:D
Exciting. LOL.
alright, enough of the crapping.

ahh, speaking of RECITAL,
I've got some pictures here.
Well, I dont really have all the pictures ;;
some are with my dad and friends:D
here, let me share with you(:

thats me and ANISA:D

ME and VANESSA :D

this was the begining pose;;

me and LEONG [:

group picture(:

another one with the special GUEST :DD

me and ANISA again(:

okay.

This post is sure gonna take a lot of space of my blog.

Alright,

tata!

2006-12-05T22:34:00.001-08:00

BANG!

hmm,
I guess my blog is kinda dead?!
Decided to change its 'clothes' heh.
Im currently very very lazy to blog. So many things to say.
hmm, DANCE RECITAL was over(:
it was fun! :DD

ohwell, I finished my japanese test sucessfully but about the results...
heh, not too sure of it though,
the results will only be released in March07.
how about that yeah? SOOOOO LOOOOONG! >:(
bleh.

Im very piss today.
There are so many insects flying here and everywhere...
make me so itchyfied! LMAO.
alright, I really have no mood to blog now.
Catch me some other time~

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2006-11-27T18:02:00.000-08:00

BANG!

OH, I NEED TO TELL EVERYONE THIS!

IM CURRENTLY WATCHING ANIME :DDD

LOL.

SURPRISE HUH?

MY FRIEND INTRODUCED IT TO ME.

HMM, WASNT QUITE BAD AS I THOUGHT (:

lalala,
Im so the very tired (:
My dad just reboot my whole entire computer,
and boy, Im so loving it right now :DDD
Everything seems so clean?

heh, cannot finish watching my show in youtube...):
The person also has some trouble uploading the videos,
so I guess I have to wait till tomorrow :D
I've got a feeling that its getting sadder and I'll try not to cry. hope so.

hmm, Im really lazy to blog right now.
I've got my japanese test to study for which is like on SUNDAY!
Im really nervous!!!
ohwell, at least the RECITAL is coming...
LALALA:DD

-pearlynleong,

please tell me which day

you want to drop by my house.

and I'll be really glad to lend you.

Inform me early kay?

LOVE YOU DEAR:D

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